so what is is you want?
are you sure what it is?
its late
but tomorrow
you're still you.
choose wisely.
chose right.
close your eyes.
and dream a bit.
(and when you wake up
take a chance)

helpless sometimes.
sad, sometimes.
but less so
every day.
seeing things.
noticing.
and taking my time.

used to laugh
at people searching for meaning.
until I found myself doing just that.
maybe searching more for wisdom.
and found some things that
gave me peace of mind.
in Buddhism.
in Christianity.
in Tao.
in the words of poets.
and suddenly
I felt better.
words written many years ago.
I found peace.
for now, at least.

it was our little secret so many years back.
the having a few beers.
and the curiosity.
the jokes.
the teasing.
the decision to go for it.
seeing your cock.
touching it.
feeling it grow.
putting it in my mouth.
(so that's how it feels like)
laughing. playing.just fun, you see.
we didn't know what to do, really.
so we stroked each other
and came.
our little secret.
it's still safe with me.

feeling better since I changed a few things.
the way I eat.
the way I think.
the exercise routine.
I like the changes.

A distant gaze. Not quite there.

Slowly drifting away.

Saying goodbyes.

Telling us he loved us.

Took some photos of the moment.

A reminder of the time when you were

going away so slowly!

so sadly,

But so bravely.

smiling more, I guess.
thanks to thoughts.
thanks to going
back
to
the real important things.
simple, really.

Look at my tiny cock.

Playful I guess.

Ready for a woman

or a man.

My small cock loves

everybody.

Walked past the place where

we used to meet for lunch.

Long conversations about movies.

I thought I was a movie buff,

but you knew so much more.

I miss those talks.

And your messages

alerting me of an interesting movie

on cable.

I will never be able to have 

conversations like that.

All that passed through my mind

when I walked past the place

where we used to have lunch.

Laugh.

Make fun of me.

Don't mind. 

Used to it.

Ok.

Ok.

somebody
tell me
the way
to it?