maybe I should take a short escape.
to a place where no one knows me.
and be anyone I want.
and spend the night
seeing it through the eyes of wine.
(maybe I should do that)
Friday, February 28, 2014
Sunday, February 23, 2014
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Friday, February 7, 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
we became friends a few years back. we met through a website dealing with movies.
When I went to the States we met for lunch and had long talk about cinema. We kept e-mailing about favorite films and our friendship grew.
Then I sent you a link to my movie blog but by linking you found my personal blog where I posted myself naked in words and photos. And suddenly I freaked out when you showed this other side of you. The side of you that I didn't know. The sexual side of you that lusted after another man. I didn't know what to make of it and for a while I didn't know how to react.Having a bisexual side myself, I understood, but I felt strange having someone I considered a mere friend feel that way about me, especially in such a honest, direct way.Especially a man so much older than me.
Luckily by talking to a friend I was able to understand. To realize that it was ok. And we kept exchanging e-mails and talking mostly about movies. I came to realize how brave you were, being bisexual at a time when that must have been such a difficult thing. And I am happy I was able to convey that to you.
When I went to the States we met for lunch and had long talk about cinema. We kept e-mailing about favorite films and our friendship grew.
Then I sent you a link to my movie blog but by linking you found my personal blog where I posted myself naked in words and photos. And suddenly I freaked out when you showed this other side of you. The side of you that I didn't know. The sexual side of you that lusted after another man. I didn't know what to make of it and for a while I didn't know how to react.Having a bisexual side myself, I understood, but I felt strange having someone I considered a mere friend feel that way about me, especially in such a honest, direct way.Especially a man so much older than me.
Luckily by talking to a friend I was able to understand. To realize that it was ok. And we kept exchanging e-mails and talking mostly about movies. I came to realize how brave you were, being bisexual at a time when that must have been such a difficult thing. And I am happy I was able to convey that to you.
Monday, February 3, 2014
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Saturday, February 1, 2014
something else
feeling restless so late at night.
I think of everything.
life. death.
tomorrow.
I want to think of something else.
I watch some bisexual porn online
and stroke my cock
slowly.
filling my mind
with something else.
with thoughts oh her,
of him.
I don't care.
restless turns to something else.
don't ask me what it is.
I think of everything.
life. death.
tomorrow.
I want to think of something else.
I watch some bisexual porn online
and stroke my cock
slowly.
filling my mind
with something else.
with thoughts oh her,
of him.
I don't care.
restless turns to something else.
don't ask me what it is.
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