we became friends a few years back. we met through a website dealing with movies.
When I went to the States we met for lunch and had long talk about cinema. We kept e-mailing about favorite films and our friendship grew.

Then I sent you a link to my movie blog but by linking you found my personal blog where I posted myself naked in words and photos. And suddenly I freaked out when you showed this other side of you. The side of you that I didn't know. The sexual side of you that lusted after another man. I didn't know what to make of it and for a while I didn't know how to react.Having a bisexual side myself, I understood, but I felt strange having someone I considered a mere friend feel that way about me, especially in such a honest, direct way.Especially a man so much older than me.

Luckily by talking to a friend I was able to understand. To realize that it was ok. And we kept exchanging e-mails and talking mostly about movies. I came to realize how brave you were, being bisexual at a time when that must have been such a difficult thing. And I am happy I was able to convey that to you.

stroking my cock
to bisexual porn.
with two glasses of wine in me.
used to feel guilty about things like that.
but I don't anymore.
watching the girl and the guy.
and the two guys too.
it's all ok.
it's all right.
(tonight it is)