a promise to be happy.
to look at the bright side.
keeping it.

it's fine.
I get it.
and I'm fine with it.
once upon a time
I would have been
devastated.
but not now.
the years
do that.
they make you realize
what matters
and what doesn't.
and it's easy.
just like that.
so easy.
it's so easy.

it's not for me anymore.
(not like it used to)
I get tired
I get bored.
I don't believe the bullshit anymore.
I can do it for a while,
but knowing it won't go on for long.
(I know)

a bit

a glass of wine.
a bit of music.
and everything is fine.