it never goes away really.
you have to fight it every day.
I win most of the time
although once a week a small thing can trigger
the thoughts.
they say anxiety is like alcoholism.
you are always an alcoholic.
you are always an anxious person.
but you fight it one day at a time.
and feel happy when a day goes by
in which you didn't feel the anxiety.
a small battle won.
(good for me)